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I'm usually not one to brag, but I just bought a house and also went on my first real date in over a year. Happy Pride.

You being happy makes me happy and I want people around. I want my house to keep being that for people. Also I'm incredibly cool and your new maybe boyfriend can observe just how cool.

What's your thought about him sticking around?

He already thinks you're cool, but don't get a fat head about it or anything.

I think he makes you happy and you being happy makes me happy, so I hope he's sticking around.

Oh does he? Smart man.

Okay. Good.

He even sat in on one of your lectures.

How does he feel about sheep?

What? Which one?

Obsessed with them. His favourite animal, obviously.

The one about death magic and European political movements? He called it "effervescent".

Good. Hating sheep would be a dealbreaker.

Effervescent. He's correct, but is he trying to suck up?

I've found I'm pretty soft these days, actually. [...] You seemed to want distance, but him being here, and I'm sure Briar too, will likely have some implications for the packs here. I don't know what they'll want, or do, but I feel like it should be mentioned.

I don't think so. He said it to Bowen, not me.

I'll be up North, and it's a small place so I don't think I'll be having (or wanting) many visitors. I've already told them I don't plan on joining a pack, so they can keep doing their thing and I'll keep doing mine.

Huh. Well he and I will have a good chat then won't we.

Okay.

Please don't scare him off. He's nice. And he understands me better than most people do.

I mean, no offense or anything. I'm grateful for their help, I just don't think the whole Wolf Hierarchy thing is my jam.

I'm not going to scare him off, Christ. If you like him and he understands you and treats you well, that's all I've wanted for you. I'm cool remember.

I think that's an oversimplification of them and what they want for themselves, but I understand you wanting to do your own thing. I'm glad you're figuring out what works best for you.

Okay. It all just feels a bit [...] I dunno, fragile? Being so fresh? That's all. I mean, it's one date, it might not even go anywhere. Who knows?

I think we're just on different pages. I'll figure out my own shit.

That's why it's a very low key bonfire with a bunch of people. I won't even stare at him menacingly over the fire. That's a joke by the way.

Just don't isolate yourself out there. That's all I'm saying.

Okay. I'm gonna hold you to that.

I'm fine. I have Beryl. And you can visit if you want. Gruffydd's going on tour, but he knows how to text me.

After all I've done for you? The distrust?

If I want? You fully realize at any given time, one of your siblings will be there, right?

You're scary when you're overprotective.

It's not a crime to want some peace and quiet.

Good.

It's not Byron, and if that's what you need right now, that's great. But isolation isn't good for anyone, so I'm just asking that you don't let it become that. Your new place is great, I'm happy for you.

Thank you. It's a good house. It's got great views. Don't worry about me.

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